De los golpes se aprende….I can hear my father's voice.
This is my unsolicited advice to you:
Go ahead and fuck things up. You know how much time I’ve spent reading, introspecting, and trying to learn from other people's lessons—only to make that same mistake anyway? Yeah, some lessons are only retain when you mess up.
So I'll be brief and not waste your time. Go do the thing, screw up, and move on. You are not doomed forever.
Just accept it: You will make mistakes. You will pay for them. But you can always turn things around. Do not let them be your damnation.
There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. It’s up to you to see it.